I just realised that I had to Malaysian channel yesterday so that means, malaysian channel=world cup=why didn't I know it earlier?! And I FINALLY got to watch one world cup match. Germany vs E...(I don't know what it is lah, some ulu team, no offence to those that supported them!). So Rachel and I were making fun of the whites' names, which was of course not the right thing to do. Some was really memorable, there was Huth, Podolski, Fringes, J. Guagua, Klose and yada yada. The Germany goalkeeper's damn good lah. Not shocking that they won 3-0 though. Then while I was about to sleep, someone pissed me off but however, this sweetest freak came to cheer me up, you know who you are! And I thank God for you!(:
Angklung-ed today. The Mr. Steward(its his surname by the way) guy came to hear us play and he said it was really nice! Not much scolding today too. Pictionary-ed. And my group lost big time? But we caught up during hangman, thanks to Ms Asma. Ended and I accompanied Everything to the piano to play. Learnt how to play a song! A REAL song. A great achievement. And I had to come home being pissed, thanks to some bloody toothead. >:(

To ???. Its good if you know its you once you read this.
Have you ever thought of me when you were with your new friends? Have you ever wondered how was life going on for me? I know its been some time since we stepped into a new surronding, a new environment. But what excuse can you give me if I said I thought of you and wondered whether you were fine all these while. Are you gonna say that "Oh, I forgot" or "Oh, I didn't bother" just like when you didn't bring your books to school? Or am I just someone there to entertain you when you are bored or lonely, or for the best word to describe these, just being a "spare tire". Was I like a spare tire to you, only being with you until you found your friends? Was I like some clown to you, that would make you laugh until you were sick and tired of it. I'm not all these. I HATE being a spare tire. And I could openly say that I could even go to the extend of striking you off the list in "good friends". Why should I be the one, deserving to get all this, when you, just enjoy life. Have you ever even thought how much you have hurt me? Not just me, but your other friends as well. Why is it that when we make the first move to communicate and try to spend time with you, you just proudly ignored us and acted as though we didn't exist at all. Are we really that transparent? If you do not have friends around you, why look for us when you didn't even bothered about us at the start?! Why should we even take pity on you. I don't see any sense. Its karma. What goes around, comes around. And if you want to have it the way where your mind says "I have my new friends, I don't need the old anymore." then you will have it back that way. Its as easy. And I can't stand being the soft-hearted one anymore. Why should I when you don't bother. I feel like a total fool thanks to you. This sucks. It really does.

I just realised that I had to Malaysian channel yesterday so that means, malaysian channel=world cup=why didn't I know it earlier?! And I FINALLY got to watch one world cup match. Germany vs E...(I don't know what it is lah, some ulu team, no offence to those that supported them!). So Rachel and I were making fun of the whites' names, which was of course not the right thing to do. Some was really memorable, there was Huth, Podolski, Fringes, J. Guagua, Klose and yada yada. The Germany goalkeeper's damn good lah. Not shocking that they won 3-0 though. Then while I was about to sleep, someone pissed me off but however, this sweetest freak came to cheer me up, you know who you are! And I thank God for you!(:
Angklung-ed today. The Mr. Steward(its his surname by the way) guy came to hear us play and he said it was really nice! Not much scolding today too. Pictionary-ed. And my group lost big time? But we caught up during hangman, thanks to Ms Asma. Ended and I accompanied Everything to the piano to play. Learnt how to play a song! A REAL song. A great achievement. And I had to come home being pissed, thanks to some bloody toothead. >:(

To ???. Its good if you know its you once you read this.
Have you ever thought of me when you were with your new friends? Have you ever wondered how was life going on for me? I know its been some time since we stepped into a new surronding, a new environment. But what excuse can you give me if I said I thought of you and wondered whether you were fine all these while. Are you gonna say that "Oh, I forgot" or "Oh, I didn't bother" just like when you didn't bring your books to school? Or am I just someone there to entertain you when you are bored or lonely, or for the best word to describe these, just being a "spare tire". Was I like a spare tire to you, only being with you until you found your friends? Was I like some clown to you, that would make you laugh until you were sick and tired of it. I'm not all these. I HATE being a spare tire. And I could openly say that I could even go to the extend of striking you off the list in "good friends". Why should I be the one, deserving to get all this, when you, just enjoy life. Have you ever even thought how much you have hurt me? Not just me, but your other friends as well. Why is it that when we make the first move to communicate and try to spend time with you, you just proudly ignored us and acted as though we didn't exist at all. Are we really that transparent? If you do not have friends around you, why look for us when you didn't even bothered about us at the start?! Why should we even take pity on you. I don't see any sense. Its karma. What goes around, comes around. And if you want to have it the way where your mind says "I have my new friends, I don't need the old anymore." then you will have it back that way. Its as easy. And I can't stand being the soft-hearted one anymore. Why should I when you don't bother. I feel like a total fool thanks to you. This sucks. It really does.